Apr. 22nd, 2007

Had a difficult time falling asleep last night due to the lovely headache and fears of more awful dreams. It reminded me of when I was little. I was terrified of sleeping when I was around 7 or 8 because I had several reoccurring nightmares.

No one was raped, pregnant, killed, hurt, or whatever last night, so that's good.

But they were still strange.

Half involved dance and dance people. I don't remember the details, just that it generated unpleasant feelings. Sadly, despite it being such a huge part of my life for so long, thinking about dance generally evokes really negative feelings for me. Amazing how one or two really bad years can overwhelm the 10-11 pretty good ones before that.

I'll keep most of the other half to myself. Though it, too, was incredibly strange. I was supposed to meet a group of people for a really late dinner at a place I'd never been. Someone else was driving me. When drove off the edge of something (calling it a road/cliff/bridge/anything resembling something in this reality would be too generous), fell for awhile, and then into . . .I don't know, liquid? It was intentional though. The place we were going was down there. I panicked a bit, wondering how the hell this was going to work as the level raised over our heads.

I don't remember if I ever actually made it to the meal.
Earth day.

Some amazingly beautiful and frightening pictures here.

I am the Lorax, I speak for the trees

And my Earth Day attire:
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Hallelujah. The disappearing committee member wrote back.



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