OK, so I know I left you a cracked out message last night, and I'm sorry. I actually even remember what it was about, and I knew what I was talking about made sense in my head, but it wasn't coming out right. To clarify -- when I take my sleeping drugs, it makes my head feel significantly lighter, as if there was nothing in it. It messes up my balance, and I feel incredibly loose, as if my neck were on a hinge, so I have a difficult time keeping myself upright. And when I *can't* sleep, I feel like my head weighs a million pounds. I'm just kind of laying there, and it's like a big rock. So it's as if the drugs takes weights out of my head, thus helping me sleep. See? Perfect sense.

I don't remember anything else I might have said. I'm sure it was equally cracked out.

I love you.
-s-