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[rhd323]

Um. Ow. Really fucking ow.

So, whatever the fuck this is has moved down into my chest/lungs. When I cough, it feels like I'm stomping on my lungs. It's the kind of cough that *tries* to get rid of mucus (ew), isn't quite successful, but leaves the lingering dry sting in your chest for many, many minutes to follow.

I am so tired and I desperately want to sleep. However, propping myself up in bed or on my couch hasn't worked and I've taken more cough suppressants than really should be allowed.

\end complaining (for now)

Comments

[gripesofwrath.livejournal.com]

OK, so I know I left you a cracked out message last night, and I'm sorry. I actually even remember what it was about, and I knew what I was talking about made sense in my head, but it wasn't coming out right. To clarify -- when I take my sleeping drugs, it makes my head feel significantly lighter, as if there was nothing in it. It messes up my balance, and I feel incredibly loose, as if my neck were on a hinge, so I have a difficult time keeping myself upright. And when I *can't* sleep, I feel like my head weighs a million pounds. I'm just kind of laying there, and it's like a big rock. So it's as if the drugs takes weights out of my head, thus helping me sleep. See? Perfect sense.

I don't remember anything else I might have said. I'm sure it was equally cracked out.

I love you.
-s-

[baristababe.livejournal.com]

Um. Sure. Perfect sense. (. . .)